I fucking hate you. Because of you I need help.
I wish you would just fucking leave me alone.
But you won’t.
Posted in Yamato desu.. on 29.7.2009| Leave a Comment »
I fucking hate you. Because of you I need help.
I wish you would just fucking leave me alone.
But you won’t.
Posted in Yamato desu.. on 15.7.2009| Leave a Comment »
And congrats for Oki ;D (yeah, for the license and the other "thing".. ^__~)
Anyway, I’m going to go hiking on Saturday with my two cousins and my little brother. One week in Ruunaa (or Ruunaankoski..) writing something nice (SHORT STORIES!!), hiking, thinking, playing solitaires, listening to the calls of nature.. Ah
And after that the panic and stress starts. My graduation party will be in two (fucking) weeks ;A; Nuuuh! Well, I found a good looking dress (yes people, a dress! Black ’n White dress!), some accessories and shoes, I have a good picture what kind of invitation cards I want, I have planned the food list and the color theme. But STILL! I’m no attention whore or formal party lover. I don’t like being in them because I have to act and pretend to be social and cheery. UGH! All I want is to smile, sit and talk about nice things, be a grumpy git if I want or crazy July and eat LOTS AND LOTS of chocolate cake and cookies And then go to after party and have few drinks and dance like (a bitch in heat..) a lunatic! That’s all!
Yeah.. Issues ^___^
Do mind the grammar mistakes, spelling mistakes and other errors that I might have made above.
-Yamato
Posted in Yamato desu.. on 7.7.2009| Leave a Comment »
YATTAA~!!!
Posted in Yamato desu.. on 4.7.2009| Leave a Comment »
Listening tp Wham’s Careless Whisper. Classic. 80s. Good.
Over emotional.
I was crying rivers when I was watching Sex and the City – The Movie. Not for the wedding shit but for the awesome friendship they are having there. I have friends, wonderful friends, loving friends, faithful friends, marvellous, unique, priceless friends. And that is something that makes me happy. Utterly happy. Even though I have been shitty to some over, I can’t thank you enough that you still are my friends. Especially our gang in Iisalmi. Man! Over the whole movie, all I could think about was ’Damn, even though we aren’t THAT fabulous, we’re still ALMOST like them. But only a dull Finnish version :D But still, our gang rocks! Even though we’re sailing to the time when we choose boyfriends, girlfriends, studying or seeing the world over the gang, we are ALWAYS gonna be the gang. Remember that.
And, now the more unemotional news (maybe..) My text was published in MeNaiset, the most sold women magazine in Finland. Yep baby, I’m goin’ there! Even though I think the text is a bit shitty (especially the ending), I’m still proud that it was published. My parents are saying (and one of my friend, y’know who you are..) now that ’This is the beginning of your writing career’ or, my mom loves to say, ’I remember how you used to write books since you were seven years old’. Heh, I did but I don’t know can I base a career on one published short story. I would love to become a writer, but I’m a mediocre. Hell, I can’t ecen write a new chapter for my fic! I have many plots and characters for books I would love to write but I can’t get hold of that amazing feeling of writing. I lost it somewhere. Dunno where.
First time ever I saw your face. Beautiful song.
And now I feel a bit sad. Not angsty, sad. Which mean I shouldn’t be listening these songs. Well, heck!
I’m going to Helsinki on Wednesday. Animecon is on the weekend. Oh, that reminds me, I got some money when I cleaned my dad’s work place. Easy job, fitted perfectly for me. But yeah, Helsinki. Even though I don’t like the place much, Yuni-sensei is there and I miss her. And I wanna see what kind of event it is. I would also love to visit Oulu in July but we’ll see..
Monday. IB results. Death. Angst. Wrists. Library cards.
Yep..
Shit, now I feel like I wanna write something, but I think I should get to sleep (and in the morning my dad will say ’So, you stood up till 5 am huh?’ ). But fuck! Why is it that I have inspiration flowing during night-time? Who knows..
And I Don’t Wanna Miss A Thing.. By Aerosmith.
Yeah. Bed. NOW!
-Yamato
PS. Number 27, page 14. And fuck the spelling mistakes above :P