Wag the Dog and runoraati

Yama was on fire today!!

Ok, we watched a video about dark matter in chemistry which still amazes me.. But we had a poem recitation today in Finnish with SL and I was one in the poem jury and MAN I had fun! Maybe I was too excited but my Finnish teacher liked it so thumbs up! *and credit for me because I wasn’t suppose to be there but I substituted Jo.. So thank you^__^*

After that we had our English class’ Christmas party where we drank mulled wine (me likes the word glögi more..), ate different kind of sweets and E’s awesome chicken-feta-pesto rolls*or something like that..* and watched the movie called Wag the Dog.

So, great day ^__^

Now to the Bat-apartment to read biology!

Yamato

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What I really want from Christmas..

 is not you >.<

Hush!

I just did my bio exam. Hadn’t read anything because I didn’t remember we had it today, besides I was and am reading for the chem exam which starts at 13.15. But for tomorrow’s bio exam I will read. Not much maybe because we are going to tha movies with our Finnish group.. And that takes some time.. And I won’t have a rest until Friday after 14.30 when my Christmas vacation actually starts.. And on Saturday my family shall travel to Pyhä to spend Xmas! Wo-HOO!! CAS!!

.. So children if you’re wise enough and you love doing essays and practicals and writing and reading for exams, IB is for you. For dummies like Yama*points at him* IB is NOT GOOD. So PLEASE consider other options REALLY carefully BEFORE you decide to go to IB.

That’s all.

In your dreams..

…Riiiiiight… Enivei, what I want for Xmas is relaxation. Kick the brains out of my head, read & eat chocolate, not worry about becoming MOCK-exams, DG’s props, WL2, TOK presentation, Finals, practicals, CAS..

After 6 months I shall be crying in utter joy because this endless nightmare shall finally end.. Followed by another nightmare as I have to find a summer job..T__T *me hates telephones*

BUT that’s in da future, this is now.. This being a very frustrating and stressing atmosphere as I should be reading for the exam, not write to my blog.. But you guys missed me, right?

…Riiiight…

I could go now very emo and stuff but that side comes only when I must go to sleep.. Because then I shall roll on my bed and have sleepless nights while I think about things that I shouldn’t be thinking but because I’m a paranoid I think those things. There.

And then some Xmas song..

Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas
Let It Snow
The Christmas Song
White Christmas

Yes, I love Frankie, Nattie and Bingie ^__^

And of course, my favorites:

Sylvian joululaulu
O Holy Night

Yamato

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Relieved, satisfied and FUCKING HELL YEAH!!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!

It is ready! FUCKING READY, WOHOO! (even though princes do not wo-hoo..>.<)
I handed my final EE to our lovely coordinator Pirkko and to mih supervisor Marija and now.. This feels GYYYYYD ^__^

3918 words.15 pages. Feels great.

And now to concentrate on math project >.<

Ma ta nya ^^

Yamato

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I want

Today his eyes were dark, the darkert blue I’ve ver seen. And it was HAWT!!

But still,
one moment they are the most bluest eyes,
and then they suddenly are the most darkest blue,
changing from sapphire blue to deep ocean,
from turquoise to cerulean..
And all I can do is to stare..

But this is what I wanted to tell.. well, to HIM but I won’t tell him.
..Just read and you’ll know..

Tämä kirjoitelma on sen takia, koska en uskalla lähestyä sinua henkilökohtaisesti – miksi, en tiedä. Ehkä olen liian ujo, ehkä en tunne sinua vielä niin hyvin, ehkä pelkään, ettet vastaa tunteisiini, jos sanon ne ääneen. Joten, paperille*tässä tapauksessa blogiin* kirjoitettuna kaikki on helpompaa.

Pidän sinusta, hyvin paljon, vaikket sitä itse ehkä tiedä. Et tiedäkään, kuinka monta äidinkielen tuntia on mennyt ohi korvien, kun silmäni ovat liimautuneet sinuun, kauniisiin silmiisi, komeisiin kasvoihisi. Tänäänkin huomasin, kuinka vasemman korvasi lähellä on luomi, jota haluaisin suudella, sen myötä näykätä hellästi korvaasi, hullu kun olen. Kuinka tahtoisin juoksuttaa kättäni tummien hiuksiesi läpi, vain saadakseni tietää, ovatko hiuksesi todella niin silkkiset kuin luokan valot saavat ne näyttämään. Sormillani haluaisin kosketella kasvojasi, painaa muistiini joka kohdan, että silmät sulkiessanikin näkisin sinut yhä selvästi edessäni. Tahtoisin painautua vartaloasi vasten, imeä kehosi lämpö itseeni, tunnustella jäntevää vartaloasi, tunnustella lihaksiasi ja ihailla niiden kiinteyttä ja elämänvoimaa.

Tahtoisin sinut, mutten voi saada sinua.
Koskaan.

Life can be hard sometimes, even for antisocials and shy persons like me.. You just wanna yell your heart out to the people but you’re afraid, just because you have some bad experiences from the past.

LET THEM GO!
SHOUT!
SCREAM FROM THE BOTTOM OF YOUR LUNGS!!

…but it’s not that easy..
..when you’re me..

I know some have it in them. I don’t . I wish I had but I don’t. Even if I push myself to it, I still can’t.
It’s all because of the bad experiences. They flash and stop you. And it sucks.

Yamato, July, Juuli, Jesse and Ethan

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WELCOME to the mixture of personalities..

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