Remember
when we were seventeen?
When we used to spend evenings and nights at her place,
or going crazy in the playground,
swinging, sliding, rolling, jumping,
pretending that we were still kids?
Or the times we talked random stuff in our language,
we all understood each other and knew each other.
Remember when we used to look at those crazy drunk kids when the Labor Day
came,
or how we decided to go swimming,
have a picnic,
have fun?
Or the time,
after Christmas,
we decided to play with Barbies,
maybe for the last time,
or the times when we climbed at the top of our roof,
just to look at the stars and drink tea,
or when we made a big leafpile,
lying on the ground and talking about boys?
I miss being seventeen,
I miss the kid within me.
I miss our time,
which can never be taken aback.
But hey,
no tears.
I can do that.
I will miss you all,
miss the times.
But I will cherish those memories
when I feel down,
when everything seems to be too fucked up,
when I feel too tired to go on.
I shall smile and laugh,
pretend that everything is ok.
Even though,
in my life,
it isn’t.
But I must understand you,
your lives,
even though it will be hard,
damn hard!
So forgive me for being such an idiotic bastard
who has these idiotic moments
of angstness.
I just miss you guys..
It’s an angsty day again, but I can
survive. I know I have friends, I just miss my oldest friends.. Much. I hate
being "an adult". Life sucks. And here I am crying my eyes out
because of you guys.. again >.< Damn I’m a one fucking idiot!
WAKE UP!!
Things will never be the same again, like Mel C sings. Damn.. I’m just one
fucking big pile of weeping mess.. Fuck it, fuck it all.. But hey, this is me!
And I will always have these kind of days, always. And if I have one of those
days, you can be damn sure I shall write about it in here..if my account still
works >.<
Gaash..
Like always, some lyrics to express my feelings, this time no music for the
first one:
Friends Forever by No
Secrets
Sometimes people come into your life
Like they’re meant to be
And suddenly you’ve found someones
Who see the world like you see
And you laugh like crazy
At all the crazy things
That no one thinks are funny but you
That’s when I knew
That I had friends so true
If my world were crumbling down
You are the ones I’d want around
Cause through everything you’ve shown me that
You were the ones who had my back
[Chorus]
Remember the laughs
Then add up the dreams
And take it to the nth degree
We’ll be friends forever
Cause you’ll be forever in my heart
That’s where best friends are
There will always be hard times
I’m glad I’ve got you to see me through
And I will never forget your smiles
I just have to say thank you
For being there always
Even the darkest days
Especially when you didn’t have to
That’s when I knew
I had friends in you
So if your world should fall apart
Call me I’ll run to where you are
I only hope that I can be
Half of the friend you’ve been to me
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Where would I be
Without you by my side loving me
Anyone can see that we’re the real thing
No matter what and always
Come whatever
We’re best friends forever
You’ve Got A Friend by McFly(originally by Carole King)
When you’re down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, oh nothing is going right
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest night
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I’ll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you got to do is call
And I’ll be there, yes i will
You’ve got a friend
If the sky above you
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together
And call my name out loud, yeah
Soon I’ll be knocking upon your door
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I’ll come running, oh yes I will
To see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you got to do is call
And I’ll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Ain’t it good to know that you’ve got a friend
People can be so cold
They’ll hurt you, and desert you
And take your soul if you let them
Oh yeah, but don’t you let them
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I’ll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you got to do is call
Lord I’ll be there, yes I will
You’ve Got A Friend.
Yamato
Yamato no tomodachi 